The poet in black cowboy boots
With one of his many faces
Like the wind he's got no roots
Blowing him around to empty places
He's come to me to speak his mind
Half way from earth to sky
So many of them left him behind
But he is not nearly done to say goodbye.
A thousand stories he has to say
Of lives that will remain unknown
I am free when I hear him play
With him around I'm not alone
He says he's not but he's always there
His beauty flowing into mine
He speaks my mind, his words I share
The melodies surpassing time.
I'm always just walking to the beat
I follow his answers, his advice
In his voice I feel complete
I don't wa
fable of a brave little bird by UrticaDioica, literature
Literature
fable of a brave little bird
After what felt like an eternity of rain, the sun finally shone through the last remains of grey clouds. It was a beautiful day filled with humming insects and smell of spring lingering freshly in the air. I sat down in our back yard, enjoying the first warm rays of sun hitting my face when I saw my cat in the grass not far from where I was. She was crouched down on the ground, playing with something in her paws. At first, I didn't pay much attention to her, for she is always chasing after butterflies and flowers moving in the wind. But then I noticed a small brown bird right besides her, chirping its little lungs out and attacking the cat mo
In a field of dandelions by UrticaDioica, literature
Literature
In a field of dandelions
All the clocks are still
Yet ticking echoes in my head.
Tears fall on words so precise,
Smudging them beyond recognition.
The rain is my disguise,
The memories are my shelter.
I choke on your name,
The most beautiful word I've ever known.
I try desperately to recall your smell,
To feel you beneath my blinded fingers.
I fear that time will leave you behind,
That the little things that made you mine will get lost.
The emptiness turns my stomach
And the realization hurts the same every time.
With me, you will always be perfect,
Forever sitting in a field of dandelions.
You will be flowers, you will be air, you will be life.
Plea
You make me sick.
Flirting around with every girl you see
You think they all like you?
They will soon see how shallow you are
And get bored.
You think you are perfect?
Well, I see all your imperfections.
You can only hide them for some time.
You think everyone loves you?
With no love in return,
They will soon turn to others.
You think it will always be like this?
Things change in a blink of an eye
And you will be left alone in the world.
You think you can keep shutting me out?
Some day, when you need me
I'll be miles away and not care anymore.
This is the day I am officially quitting you. No more blind hope that some day you will magically realize you love me and that I'm the only one for you. From now on, everything I do will be for me, not for you. I will be able to dye my hair blonde, even though I know you don't like it. You prefer dark brown, like the color of her hair. And from today, it will not bother me. I won't see the way you are looking at her, it will not hurt anymore. My price just got way higher. I have to learn again how to walk on my own. No more waiting for your call and over analyzing it afterwards, no more trying to catch your eye. And my stomach will not turn a
Just listen to me this one time.
Listen carefully; I won't have the courage to say it twice.
Because the stars are so bright tonight and he air so clear and the vapor from your mouth in the icy air is driving me insane.
Can't you feel the magic too?
The snow is sparkling but your eyes do more and I'm fixed.
I hear the blood in my ears as you walk besides me in the moonlight,
conscious of every time your hand accidentally brushes against mine.
I watch closely as you move your hair out of your eyes where the light wind swept it moments ago.
Oh my friend, just tonight, please forget what we are and how we live and let yourself drift.
Dr
Yellow is for the warmth I feel when I'm with you. A strange kind of safety.
Orange is for all the crazy times and the jokes only we understand.
Green is the color of nature, of the things we love. It's for all the grass we ever lay in.
White as a piece of paper on which only you can write. I will remember every word you ever said.
Red is all the love in the world that I could give to you if you'd only let me.
Violet is for all the times I think of you and try to imagine what it would feel like in your arms.
Brown is for all the confusion in my mind, everything is mixed together so in the end I can't tell the truth from a naive dream.
The poet in black cowboy boots
With one of his many faces
Like the wind he's got no roots
Blowing him around to empty places
He's come to me to speak his mind
Half way from earth to sky
So many of them left him behind
But he is not nearly done to say goodbye.
A thousand stories he has to say
Of lives that will remain unknown
I am free when I hear him play
With him around I'm not alone
He says he's not but he's always there
His beauty flowing into mine
He speaks my mind, his words I share
The melodies surpassing time.
I'm always just walking to the beat
I follow his answers, his advice
In his voice I feel complete
I don't wa
fable of a brave little bird by UrticaDioica, literature
Literature
fable of a brave little bird
After what felt like an eternity of rain, the sun finally shone through the last remains of grey clouds. It was a beautiful day filled with humming insects and smell of spring lingering freshly in the air. I sat down in our back yard, enjoying the first warm rays of sun hitting my face when I saw my cat in the grass not far from where I was. She was crouched down on the ground, playing with something in her paws. At first, I didn't pay much attention to her, for she is always chasing after butterflies and flowers moving in the wind. But then I noticed a small brown bird right besides her, chirping its little lungs out and attacking the cat mo
In a field of dandelions by UrticaDioica, literature
Literature
In a field of dandelions
All the clocks are still
Yet ticking echoes in my head.
Tears fall on words so precise,
Smudging them beyond recognition.
The rain is my disguise,
The memories are my shelter.
I choke on your name,
The most beautiful word I've ever known.
I try desperately to recall your smell,
To feel you beneath my blinded fingers.
I fear that time will leave you behind,
That the little things that made you mine will get lost.
The emptiness turns my stomach
And the realization hurts the same every time.
With me, you will always be perfect,
Forever sitting in a field of dandelions.
You will be flowers, you will be air, you will be life.
Plea
You make me sick.
Flirting around with every girl you see
You think they all like you?
They will soon see how shallow you are
And get bored.
You think you are perfect?
Well, I see all your imperfections.
You can only hide them for some time.
You think everyone loves you?
With no love in return,
They will soon turn to others.
You think it will always be like this?
Things change in a blink of an eye
And you will be left alone in the world.
You think you can keep shutting me out?
Some day, when you need me
I'll be miles away and not care anymore.
This is the day I am officially quitting you. No more blind hope that some day you will magically realize you love me and that I'm the only one for you. From now on, everything I do will be for me, not for you. I will be able to dye my hair blonde, even though I know you don't like it. You prefer dark brown, like the color of her hair. And from today, it will not bother me. I won't see the way you are looking at her, it will not hurt anymore. My price just got way higher. I have to learn again how to walk on my own. No more waiting for your call and over analyzing it afterwards, no more trying to catch your eye. And my stomach will not turn a
Just listen to me this one time.
Listen carefully; I won't have the courage to say it twice.
Because the stars are so bright tonight and he air so clear and the vapor from your mouth in the icy air is driving me insane.
Can't you feel the magic too?
The snow is sparkling but your eyes do more and I'm fixed.
I hear the blood in my ears as you walk besides me in the moonlight,
conscious of every time your hand accidentally brushes against mine.
I watch closely as you move your hair out of your eyes where the light wind swept it moments ago.
Oh my friend, just tonight, please forget what we are and how we live and let yourself drift.
Dr
Yellow is for the warmth I feel when I'm with you. A strange kind of safety.
Orange is for all the crazy times and the jokes only we understand.
Green is the color of nature, of the things we love. It's for all the grass we ever lay in.
White as a piece of paper on which only you can write. I will remember every word you ever said.
Red is all the love in the world that I could give to you if you'd only let me.
Violet is for all the times I think of you and try to imagine what it would feel like in your arms.
Brown is for all the confusion in my mind, everything is mixed together so in the end I can't tell the truth from a naive dream.
He is not an Edward.
He doesn't stare at me every minute he is with me.
Or smell my hair and watch me sleep.
Won't follow me, like a lost puppy,
Sometimes, he'll even walk away.
He doesn't love me for my faults,
It's in spite of them.
He'll notice pretty girls, even think of
past lovers
When he laughs at me, it's because I'm silly,
Not cute
Or Perfect.
The thought of me getting hurt does not bring tears to his eyes.
He would not die if I died,
He is not an Edward.
And I am not a Bella.
We are real.
Our love is real.
And that,
Is more important, and genuine
Than idealistic, impossible fantasies.
Screw Edward.
Do not stand at my grave and weep:
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the softly fallen snow;
I am the gentle showers of rain.
I am the field of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the grateful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight.
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom.
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing.
I am in each lovely thing.
So do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there.
I did not die.
Missing You
Saw you at the park the other day
Still elegant and beautiful
My heart ached, my eyes wept
You still mean so much
I called you a hundred times
Hanging up before a ring
Drove past your apartment
Afraid to stop and knock
My mind wonders to old days
Times long gone and over
I fell asleep thinking about you
The night, long and restless
I wonder, do you think of me
As I so often do of you
Does your heart yearn like mine
Missing the touch, the taste
The same questions repeated
Over and over in my mind
Is there a chance a remaining spark
Can we mend our love
I sat in bed, wondering how to make the pain stop.
Tears were rolling down my cheeks and I thought of how close it came to rain today.
Rain would be nice. Kinda like the sky was crying for him. It would wash away our sorrows. Then again, maybe not.
But if it rains it might storm. Ah yes. A good thunderstorm might be nice.
I remember as a small child my mother always told me that thunderstorms were angels bowling.
What about angels that don't bowl? Like one of the new angels, my grandfather? Well, then this logic doesn't fit.
Maybe in the past it did. But now that my dearest grandfather has joined his brothers up in heaven, I have a new
This Hell Inside My Head by SoImStillUnsure, literature
Literature
This Hell Inside My Head
But if I stop my screaming,
my sobbing,
the silence will consume me whole;
its gaping mouth coming down on me, incisors glinting menacingly and foul breath stinging my eyes.
And if I shut the light,
and close my eyes,
I Wish I Never Met You by FuketsuWarumono, literature
Literature
I Wish I Never Met You
I wish I never met you.
If I hadn't, I wouldn't have to deal with this feeling. The feeling of guilt when I do something wrong, the feeling of care when you're hurt, the feeling of love.
There's a sinking feeling of despair in my gut, along with a million bats and butterflies making their home there. My eyes see little but you. And my mind can think of nothing other.
My heart wrenches and the merry go round slows, the carnival noises dying away until all I can hear is your voice.
Sometimes, I wish I never met you....
But I'm glad I did.
The Way You Used to Be by XxxGoldenxEmberxXx, literature
Literature
The Way You Used to Be
As I lay back and close my eyes
Memories of us come to view
Of you
And me
And the way you used to be
With late night talks
And fun spring days
And there were no problems
Until something came our way
I don't know what it was
Or what it is
But you seemed to change
And I remained the same
*
Lost behind you
In a cloud of confusion
Watching my dear friend change into what seemed like a
sudden delusion
What had happened to you?
Where did my friend go?
Were you lost in the sudden vertigo
Of this thing called change?
*
Through-out that year
Our worlds seemed to drift apart
Watching the old you die
Was the hardest part
And
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
Your perfect to me.
I'm sorry I messed you up.
You didn't I was broken before you.
I'm sorry you think i lied.
You didn't?
I'm sorry I lost my bestfriend.
I'm still here.
I'm sorry I pushed you away.
I held onto you;;I never left.
I'm sorry I made you wait.
I'll wait forever.
I'm not sorry I love you.
I love
Sometimes I sit on my front porch and ponder life.
Cliche, right?
I guess it is.
I mainly think about love, though.
I mean, who doesn't spare a few seconds to mull over love?
The truth is, I thought it would be like in the books.
No fighting that couldn't be solved
the next day.
Them always just being
A phone call away.
The next day you'd see their face,
And know,
Just know,
That you'd love them forever.
I mean, how many relationships are,
Long distance?
How many never got the chance,
To gain their own wings to soar,
Because they were afraid of taking chances?
A broken heart is almost enough of a reason
Not
"Rain, rain, go away, come again some other day."
They chant this
What did the rain do?
It comes to wash away the sorrows
To make the crops grow
The reason why there are raindrops is because
YOU yelled at the rain to go away
YOU want your anger to stay
YOU want war
YOU want others to suffer; to starve
And because of YOU
The rain cries
Over the hate that you cause
Over the selfishness
Over the helpless who perish
Over all the mistakes that we as humans have made
As we continue to fail at life
All she can do is weep
hi. i'm twenty. i'm a girl. i love animals and nature and art. i play music. i'm mostly a happy person. i'm blond. i'm a student of biology. i enjoy travelling, though i don't have lots of money. i'm from europe. i'm terribly lazy. i speak 4 languages. my style is a hippie rocker mess. i like to party occasionally and promising the next day i'll never drink again. i don't smoke, except maybe some pot on rare occasions. i'm mostly a good girl with good grades. i kissed a girl and i liked it. i enjoy bus rides. i'm very random.